A little request please
A little request please
MODS: If this would be best in the anything and everything thread, then merge it please
I hope I am not asking too much of you guys here...
Remember a few weeks ago I said I was hoping to goto Scotland to get help with my problems, well I have an interview tomorrow to see if I fit there criteria for admission.
I want to ask my NEB comrades to spare a thought for Me and My family, I am trying to get an emotional response or tug on the heartstrings, but it is nice to know, oh yeah, boosts my ego a bit and helps my lack of confidence and self esteem. Also if anyone is religious and attends a church, think of me in your prayers...
Not sure if I brought it up where I last mentioned it, The place I want is called The Haven, between Glasgow and Greenock, in a place called Kilmacolm, the property is on farmland and very secluded.
IF accepted, there is a chance I would be away for close to 2 years getting treatment, it is what I need, as I want to stay a member of NEB, will my account automatically go if I am inactive for months on end or could my account be parked whenever I am not around?
Once again I hope you don't mind me making that request, I have been on NEB for a long time now, and I don't want to lose my membership and to have to sign up again 2 years down the line...
Some of you guys I already know, some of you I don't and some good enough to say hi in passing.
Something a bit lighter
In 2 years, I wonder
1. How many times will North Sunderland be messed with/changed...I reckon 1,234.5
2. What will become the new X3 in terms of it being something to moan about..The 99
3. Will col87 get his dream of GNE competition in Chimpsville and Teesside
4. Will Malarkey see his dream come true by managing to get GNE take on one his marathons
5. Will Sunderland sign Messi, Bale, Ronaldo and Neymar for a combined fee of 57p, a pound off a brothel visit and 20 Regal King Size...
6. Will the authorities get worried about the FPF to the point Andreos has to go under a ski mask and have his words spoken by actors(like Gerry Adams broadcast ban in the 80's)
7. Will I come home to find my dream come true, every bus in Co.Durham/Cleveland and Tyne and Wear coming to Dalton Park
(11 Aug 2014, 3:14 pm)marxistafozzski MODS: If this would be best in the anything and everything thread, then merge it please
I hope I am not asking too much of you guys here...
Remember a few weeks ago I said I was hoping to goto Scotland to get help with my problems, well I have an interview tomorrow to see if I fit there criteria for admission.
I want to ask my NEB comrades to spare a thought for Me and My family, I am trying to get an emotional response or tug on the heartstrings, but it is nice to know, oh yeah, boosts my ego a bit and helps my lack of confidence and self esteem. Also if anyone is religious and attends a church, think of me in your prayers...
Not sure if I brought it up where I last mentioned it, The place I want is called The Haven, between Glasgow and Greenock, in a place called Kilmacolm, the property is on farmland and very secluded.
IF accepted, there is a chance I would be away for close to 2 years getting treatment, it is what I need, as I want to stay a member of NEB, will my account automatically go if I am inactive for months on end or could my account be parked whenever I am not around?
Once again I hope you don't mind me making that request, I have been on NEB for a long time now, and I don't want to lose my membership and to have to sign up again 2 years down the line...
Some of you guys I already know, some of you I don't and some good enough to say hi in passing.
Something a bit lighter
In 2 years, I wonder
1. How many times will North Sunderland be messed with/changed...I reckon 1,234.5
2. What will become the new X3 in terms of it being something to moan about..The 99
3. Will col87 get his dream of GNE competition in Chimpsville and Teesside
4. Will Malarkey see his dream come true by managing to get GNE take on one his marathons
5. Will Sunderland sign Messi, Bale, Ronaldo and Neymar for a combined fee of 57p, a pound off a brothel visit and 20 Regal King Size...
6. Will the authorities get worried about the FPF to the point Andreos has to go under a ski mask and have his words spoken by actors(like Gerry Adams broadcast ban in the 80's)
7. Will I come home to find my dream come true, every bus in Co.Durham/Cleveland and Tyne and Wear coming to Dalton Park
(11 Aug 2014, 3:14 pm)marxistafozzski MODS: If this would be best in the anything and everything thread, then merge it please
I hope I am not asking too much of you guys here...
Remember a few weeks ago I said I was hoping to goto Scotland to get help with my problems, well I have an interview tomorrow to see if I fit there criteria for admission.
I want to ask my NEB comrades to spare a thought for Me and My family, I am trying to get an emotional response or tug on the heartstrings, but it is nice to know, oh yeah, boosts my ego a bit and helps my lack of confidence and self esteem. Also if anyone is religious and attends a church, think of me in your prayers...
Not sure if I brought it up where I last mentioned it, The place I want is called The Haven, between Glasgow and Greenock, in a place called Kilmacolm, the property is on farmland and very secluded.
IF accepted, there is a chance I would be away for close to 2 years getting treatment, it is what I need, as I want to stay a member of NEB, will my account automatically go if I am inactive for months on end or could my account be parked whenever I am not around?
Once again I hope you don't mind me making that request, I have been on NEB for a long time now, and I don't want to lose my membership and to have to sign up again 2 years down the line...
Some of you guys I already know, some of you I don't and some good enough to say hi in passing.
Something a bit lighter
In 2 years, I wonder
1. How many times will North Sunderland be messed with/changed...I reckon 1,234.5
2. What will become the new X3 in terms of it being something to moan about..The 99
3. Will col87 get his dream of GNE competition in Chimpsville and Teesside
4. Will Malarkey see his dream come true by managing to get GNE take on one his marathons
5. Will Sunderland sign Messi, Bale, Ronaldo and Neymar for a combined fee of 57p, a pound off a brothel visit and 20 Regal King Size...
6. Will the authorities get worried about the FPF to the point Andreos has to go under a ski mask and have his words spoken by actors(like Gerry Adams broadcast ban in the 80's)
7. Will I come home to find my dream come true, every bus in Co.Durham/Cleveland and Tyne and Wear coming to Dalton Park
(11 Aug 2014, 3:14 pm)marxistafozzski MODS: If this would be best in the anything and everything thread, then merge it please
I hope I am not asking too much of you guys here...
Remember a few weeks ago I said I was hoping to goto Scotland to get help with my problems, well I have an interview tomorrow to see if I fit there criteria for admission.
I want to ask my NEB comrades to spare a thought for Me and My family, I am trying to get an emotional response or tug on the heartstrings, but it is nice to know, oh yeah, boosts my ego a bit and helps my lack of confidence and self esteem. Also if anyone is religious and attends a church, think of me in your prayers...
Not sure if I brought it up where I last mentioned it, The place I want is called The Haven, between Glasgow and Greenock, in a place called Kilmacolm, the property is on farmland and very secluded.
IF accepted, there is a chance I would be away for close to 2 years getting treatment, it is what I need, as I want to stay a member of NEB, will my account automatically go if I am inactive for months on end or could my account be parked whenever I am not around?
Once again I hope you don't mind me making that request, I have been on NEB for a long time now, and I don't want to lose my membership and to have to sign up again 2 years down the line...
Some of you guys I already know, some of you I don't and some good enough to say hi in passing.
Something a bit lighter
In 2 years, I wonder
1. How many times will North Sunderland be messed with/changed...I reckon 1,234.5
2. What will become the new X3 in terms of it being something to moan about..The 99
3. Will col87 get his dream of GNE competition in Chimpsville and Teesside
4. Will Malarkey see his dream come true by managing to get GNE take on one his marathons
5. Will Sunderland sign Messi, Bale, Ronaldo and Neymar for a combined fee of 57p, a pound off a brothel visit and 20 Regal King Size...
6. Will the authorities get worried about the FPF to the point Andreos has to go under a ski mask and have his words spoken by actors(like Gerry Adams broadcast ban in the 80's)
7. Will I come home to find my dream come true, every bus in Co.Durham/Cleveland and Tyne and Wear coming to Dalton Park
(11 Aug 2014, 3:14 pm)marxistafozzski MODS: If this would be best in the anything and everything thread, then merge it please
I hope I am not asking too much of you guys here...
Remember a few weeks ago I said I was hoping to goto Scotland to get help with my problems, well I have an interview tomorrow to see if I fit there criteria for admission.
I want to ask my NEB comrades to spare a thought for Me and My family, I am trying to get an emotional response or tug on the heartstrings, but it is nice to know, oh yeah, boosts my ego a bit and helps my lack of confidence and self esteem. Also if anyone is religious and attends a church, think of me in your prayers...
Not sure if I brought it up where I last mentioned it, The place I want is called The Haven, between Glasgow and Greenock, in a place called Kilmacolm, the property is on farmland and very secluded.
IF accepted, there is a chance I would be away for close to 2 years getting treatment, it is what I need, as I want to stay a member of NEB, will my account automatically go if I am inactive for months on end or could my account be parked whenever I am not around?
Once again I hope you don't mind me making that request, I have been on NEB for a long time now, and I don't want to lose my membership and to have to sign up again 2 years down the line...
Some of you guys I already know, some of you I don't and some good enough to say hi in passing.
Something a bit lighter
In 2 years, I wonder
1. How many times will North Sunderland be messed with/changed...I reckon 1,234.5
2. What will become the new X3 in terms of it being something to moan about..The 99
3. Will col87 get his dream of GNE competition in Chimpsville and Teesside
4. Will Malarkey see his dream come true by managing to get GNE take on one his marathons
5. Will Sunderland sign Messi, Bale, Ronaldo and Neymar for a combined fee of 57p, a pound off a brothel visit and 20 Regal King Size...
6. Will the authorities get worried about the FPF to the point Andreos has to go under a ski mask and have his words spoken by actors(like Gerry Adams broadcast ban in the 80's)
7. Will I come home to find my dream come true, every bus in Co.Durham/Cleveland and Tyne and Wear coming to Dalton Park
(11 Aug 2014, 3:20 pm)Andreos Constantopolous They're already trying to get the FPF banned and I often walk around in disguise.
Media appearances are used, using my alter ego - with indirect references to the campaign, hidden subliminally in the content.
If you play recordings backwards, there are a lot of hidden messages
Good luck with the interview tomorrow.
If you do get it, stay clear of regional delicacies, such as Buckfast, deep fried battered mars bars and deep fried maceroni pie/pizza.
(11 Aug 2014, 3:20 pm)Andreos Constantopolous They're already trying to get the FPF banned and I often walk around in disguise.
Media appearances are used, using my alter ego - with indirect references to the campaign, hidden subliminally in the content.
If you play recordings backwards, there are a lot of hidden messages
Good luck with the interview tomorrow.
If you do get it, stay clear of regional delicacies, such as Buckfast, deep fried battered mars bars and deep fried maceroni pie/pizza.
Thanks guys means a lot...
Is there no setting/option to park an account that will be inactive, I have been on a few boards in the past and if I was for a while, parking the account meant, although inactive it protected the account being deleted
I am doing some intensive training to understand the Glasgow Accent...
Ok, I lied, am watching Rab C Nesbitt on YouTube lmao
(11 Aug 2014, 3:40 pm)marxistafozzski Thanks guys means a lot...
Is there no setting/option to park an account that will be inactive, I have been on a few boards in the past and if I was for a while, parking the account meant, although inactive it protected the account being deleted
I am doing some intensive training to understand the Glasgow Accent...
Ok, I lied, am watching Rab C Nesbitt on YouTube lmao
(11 Aug 2014, 3:40 pm)marxistafozzski Thanks guys means a lot...
Is there no setting/option to park an account that will be inactive, I have been on a few boards in the past and if I was for a while, parking the account meant, although inactive it protected the account being deleted
I am doing some intensive training to understand the Glasgow Accent...
Ok, I lied, am watching Rab C Nesbitt on YouTube lmao
(11 Aug 2014, 4:01 pm)Adam Good luck with the interview Fozz. Hope you do get accepted. If so, all the best for that too. As a Catholic who attends Church every Sunday morning, I will keep you in my prayers, that's a promise.
(11 Aug 2014, 5:45 pm)aureolin Good luck with the interview. I'm sure if you just be yourself, then it'll go just fine.
(11 Aug 2014, 4:01 pm)Adam Good luck with the interview Fozz. Hope you do get accepted. If so, all the best for that too. As a Catholic who attends Church every Sunday morning, I will keep you in my prayers, that's a promise.
(11 Aug 2014, 5:45 pm)aureolin Good luck with the interview. I'm sure if you just be yourself, then it'll go just fine.
(11 Aug 2014, 5:58 pm)marxistafozzski Thanks Adam and god bless you my friend...Just out of interest and rather stupid, if you goto your Padre to confess your sins, how far does confidentiality go, if you confess to him your a murderer, would the padre have to keep the secret or can confidentiality only go so far...Just a random thought lol
(11 Aug 2014, 5:58 pm)marxistafozzski Thanks Adam and god bless you my friend...Just out of interest and rather stupid, if you goto your Padre to confess your sins, how far does confidentiality go, if you confess to him your a murderer, would the padre have to keep the secret or can confidentiality only go so far...Just a random thought lol
It is all starting to dawn on me quite the sacrifice I am going to have to make to make this work...initially I will be isolated from home completely while I settle into the programme, have to give up just about everything we take for granted, no phone, no tablet, no computer, I will be expected to pack in smoking, the only bad habit I enjoy, and if I stay the full course, my phone contract will have over-ran by 3 months, apart from sorting my life out, I may be able to squirrel some money away from whatever benefits I may to be entitled, they also apparently have good links with a local college, so might be able to get on a course I fancy, maybe now is the time to take photography and my love of performing arts more seriously as a hobby.
It is nerve wracking thinking about it, and putting my life on hold for a while at 32 is not as bad as it sounds...
So thanks for the support guys, means a lot, we see a lot of bitching, moaning and people with more faces than Big Ben in our mad little community, but being able to share some of my stuff and to get the good response I received shows that our little mad world can unite...
I will get back on here tomorrow night and let you all know what is happening
So been for my interview today, think it went well, I was nervous as hell and stumbled over my words, but it is not a job interview and it is a huge decision I have had to come to and a brave thing to do of I say so myself, it has never been my style to be so open in the past...I used to joke that my attitude towards my problems was like East Germany and the barriers I put up was my Berlin Wall, an invisible wall that was not necessarily aimed at stopping people trying to break me down but there to stop things getting out...
I will hear back in the next couple of weeks, I put my fate in the hands of God and it ultimately the decisions will be brought about through hope, faith and prayer
From me and on behalf of my family, thanks for the support, it means a lot to us...will update when I know more
Sorry I'm late in replying, Dave. All the best, I hope it goes your way.
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