I got in trouble with the Pollis today, that is all I am prepared to say, absolutely annoyed at myself, I was not thinking straight and my head was somewhere else...I dont think I have thought rationally since September, and the last few weeks have been a bit if a blur
Still, the opposite can be said of what I am getting myself into, started to go to the drug clinic in Seaham to deal with my addictions, I will get the chance to have counselling and be able to work through my recent dangerous and unpredictable behaviour and what is causing me to overstep the mark at times
