(19 Jul 2015, 9:49 pm)Malarkey Been exactly the same for a few months now, just been hacked off and stressed with various things, ranging from issues other family members, not seeing my mates from school/college as much as I used as we all have gone our separate ways now and do our own thing, struggling to get a full time job and being screwed out of £30 Wages by Sodexo from when I worked Rugby League Magic Weekend as they only paid me for 7 Hours rather than the 11.5 I worked, which they are refusing to pay out, then being passed from pillow to post between them and the agency I worked on for over the past month, this led to me sitting down with my Dad on Friday and talking to him about how I felt as I had literally hit boiling point and I was about ready to blow a gasket, something which I havent done in a very long time, I then did the same with my Mam on Saturday Morning and now I feel so much better that I have gotten everything off my chest and more so now I have an Xbox One to keep me occupied, best thing to do jimmi is to sit down and talk to your parents about it.
Think I need to do something to sort myself right now, I myself have been losing contact with some of my friends from school and college although I saw one recently but at the same time I think someone else spotted me getting photos in Durham the other day. Also had a few incidents with the public on some of my recent outings including one minor incident in Bishop Auckland yesterday. Also my dog had to be put down last week which made me quite sad, we have a new dog now but it's only a puppy so we are having to train it and such which is a bit stressful especially if it goes to the toilet in the house like it did last night. There is some bad scenarios going round in my head at the moment. I am needing to find something else to occupy my mind at the moment I think, I even recently bought an adult colouring in book as something to help me switch off for a bit at times. At times I do need to vent unfortunately I do sometimes unleash my frustrations on here and for that I am sorry for this and I am hoping to sort myself out so I can hopefully gain a more positive outlook.
