RE: What's annoying you today? V4
(12 Jan 2017, 8:33 pm)neilwatson wrote My mum and sister have got the same bus home as me and deliberately sat downstairs because they knew I was upstairs. My family relationship is very fragile to the point that one of my friends had to talk me out of ending my life after one row too many on Saturday
Families can be tricky because you feel you have to make more effort with them than with any other person, even when their influence isn't the best for you. The flip side is that it hurts so much more when they don't get you because it's so hard to say sod it and look for better support.
I'm sure you know about the samaritans and that you can easily find them and contact them if ever you get to that dark place, again. Alternatively, there is an organisation which deals specifically with men who are struggling with life
https://www.thecalmzone.net/help/get-help/
if you have underlying MH or LDs, which are making life and relationships difficult, contact me and I'll see what I can find to help you deal with that, specifically.