(11 Sep 2015, 11:14 am)MurdnunoC wrote You see, this is what I mean about a hobby not being a hobby anymore when it becomes an obsession.
As Tommy states, does it really matter? I could understand if taking photos of buses was a source of income, however, you have stated many times that you question your commitment to the hobby and often express annoyance and discontentment.
Obsessions, on the whole, are not a healthy thing to have.
I am fearful that this hobby is a crazy obsession at times especially as I don't really gain anything out of it (money, photos being used etc.) much of the time I do enjoy taking photos but somedays it goes wrong and I question myself as to why I am subjecting myself to this. I do feel that I'm going to extreme lengths in this hobby at times especially when things go wrong. I do need to settle down I know but I can't seem to help myself, when I do try I will end up viewing the Arriva Odd Workings thread and there will be a rare working passing through where I live and I can't help but pick up the camera and get myself a photo.