RE: What's annoying you today? V3
(19 Sep 2015, 2:27 pm)citaro5284 wrote Cats shittin on my lawn.....
I thought dogs were bad I remember once I was with my cousin who was almost ready to pop in 2011 and her dog pooped on the flowers in the park
(19 Sep 2015, 4:19 pm)GX03 SVC wrote I've been having thoughts recently.
I keep thinking about the 'good old days' when I used to go to the MetroCentre and the cinemas on the evening of my birthday. I also remember when I used to have loads of friends at school and how they all were helpful and kind.
Then, I remember the dark days. Being locked in a 'quiet room' for the most of the day at a special school in Blyth and then being beaten up at a school in the Throckley area. Then the frequent fights between my mam and her ex-husband. I didn't know if I was going to survive for as long as I have.
How much things have changed in six years. I really don't know how I've got through all of the hell.
You get your good and bad days school was worse for me I felt left out half the time on things I remember once I was so desperate to join the school football team and the teachers knew I was emotional and didn't do nothing they did sod all I was prepared to sacrifice 1 or 2 after school clubs just to be in the football team which I did had a good run until 2006 where the stupid teachers crushed everything I was so angry with the teachers i never forgave them for crushing my dreams luckily I didn't had long left of school anyway a as I was nearer to 16 the teachers also knew I was going through hell at home because I had a critically ill Grandma who I was close to and I used to go after school to visit her everyday she was well loved by me and my sister then 13 years old 14 that August although I miss my grandma her name lives on within my hearts and the cat who was originally named Bell but we put an a on to her name and she became Bella when I got an assessment at Espa it was just pure amazing I was so desperate to get a place when I found out I got a place there I felt relieved that now things are looking up by this point I was so desperate to leave school then the day came felt good leaving school however when I returned home from an old school pals house my dad told me some sad news that my gran his mother had died I was heartbroken as a result I couldn't eat my food or sleep properly as me and her were so close I had to make sure dad was ok my last words to her was "your the best grandma in the world" starting college was the best feeling Sunderland AFC were getting better in the championship they won promotion at the end of the season thanks to Roy Keane 3 years later I would meet my best mate Ryan then not quiet 2 years my bestie Paul my old school was a nightmare I don't wanna relive it again I still talk to some teachers the nice ones I like who were amazing but others nope as the ones that did sod all I would never speak to but my class were amazing I speak to most of them including one of them I was close to I speak to him every now and again just to check how there all doing one of my besties in that school the year below me he agreed with me and said he would never go back there today we see each other recurringly and we always have a good laugh when we see each other last time I saw him we attended a football match together which we won 6-3 against Exeter City we both agreed the teachers were horrible some of them but college was miles better than anything staff were friendly they understood my needs and gave me confidence like getting back into the solid football game again as I felt it was at the time for me feeling like it was fizzling out but they got me believing again and then 1 staff have me the confidence a few weeks after I joined college and said "you should see a Sunderland match" and I did it was Sunderland AFC vs Leicester City in the championship we drew 1-1 and felt confident again but college really gave me a boost of confidence which I was missing years previously although it wasn't until I joined south Tyneside college I was inspired to get a cat that was in 2009 when I saw this cute cat named Henry while I was with my buddies Dean, Ryan, Michael and Chris but had to wait until 2013 but I would never even go back for a visit to my old school as it was a nightmare if I see my old school in the gazette I refuse to look at it or read it I skip the page to read the next one
(19 Sep 2015, 5:28 pm)Davie wrote Sorry mate, I couldn't get in contact as my phone is knackered
Last time my phone played up was back in March complaining about Safc vs Aston villa my phone got blue screen of death