(17 Apr 2014, 10:03 pm)Andreos Constantopolous wrote You are a braver man than me.

I'll admit to having had difficulties, but some of my closest mates are totally oblivious to anything happening.

Yeah, I know what you mean mate, not exactly a conversation you have over a pint 'well lads, been a bit depressed, my emotions are all over the place' etc...

I look at it like this...

Back in the day, I used to have a firm boundary set, a guard which would rarely drop, it was called Mr Fozz's Emotional Berlin Wall, it was not there to particularly stop people trying to get in, but I would kill to stop stuff escaping the barrier, if that makes sense...

I also look at it like this

Life is like a boxing match, I am in the 12th round, I am getting better, so all I have to do is reach deep to deliver the knockout punch, I have been on my arse plenty through the rounds, but somehow found strength to get to my feet...