(09 Nov 2014, 6:55 pm)Marcus wrote Meh, I'm in a bad mood for the night unfortunately because I've just checked her Instagram and she's uploaded a photo of Luke (THE FUCKING PENGUIN) Hemmings with the emojifor a description!!!! It's celebrities like him who give people like me absolutely no chance.....he's Camp as Christmas!!!
Thanks for the advice though, Adam, but I'm just naturally awkward, sadly. I've been like this for 2 years, always watching over my own shoulder like I'm being watched by her friends.
One time we had a special day where we get one teacher for the whole day and do boring activities (Go-Ahead). I told one of my friends that if I got a crap teacher and he got a good teacher, I would wave at her. Unfortunately things didn't pan out the way I wanted.....
I stood at the top of the hall and waved down at her and her terrorist friends, but a revolt of other boys got a hold of me and I soon found myself being sat down right next to her. I swear to god I have never been so scared in my life! - I didn't say anything after five minutes, and neither did she. So I just gave them all a 'fuck you' look and walked back to roam the corridors......
Nothing ever goes right for me....the only thing that keeps me happy is my hobby!
Edit: Also, the problem with me trying to forget about it, is the fact that when somebody hears of my name, they instantly think of me liking her. Pretty much everyone in my year gives me crap about it, even if it is banter....
Rant Over
FFS Marcus, dont let the bastards grind you down, you like someone, whoopedy do, the people teasing you about it are doing it, because they know it bothers you...dont let it bother you, I had similar kinds of issues at school, just my tormentors werema bit more vicious in there bullying tactics, look at me, I am a bitter old fool, just try not to let it hassle you mate, they will soon get bored if they are not getting your back up. I am still having this kind of trouble today, at 32, it is no secret I have a bit of an interest for a young lady in Seaham and I wont do anything about it because I have worked too hard to have my pride dented...
I dare you to try catch her alone, tell her how you feel, if she tells you where to go, move on, there are plenty more fish in the sea and there is a massive out there...
Bloody hell, I should practice what I preach
