(12 Mar 2015, 3:30 pm)Tommy_1581 wrote Only if I started it I guess. She shouldn't tell me to "Shut Up" when I'm talking angrily about the stupid Asda crossing making me miss the bus. It was non of her business, if she didn't like it she had the option to put up with it or leave the shelter.
The cucumbers would have been split in half if I whacked them of her head.
While I understand and sympathise with both your condition and the circumstances which made you react in this particular way, I think you need to understand why your behaviour was, quite frankly, unacceptable in this instance.
Try to put yourself in the shoes of the lady who told you "shut up". If some random teenager suddenly started shouting and screaming because they'd missed their bus, would you not be inclined to tell the teenager to shut-up? It's ok to be annoyed with the bus driver and mutter expletives under your breath - I think most of us would react in the same way, but to verbally abuse members of the public for challenging your, in my view, offensive behaviour is simply uncalled for.
I presume you have some sort of social or respite worker. Maybe you should show them the post you made regarding the incident and discuss why the way you reacted was wrong and how you can manage your anger more appropriately.
This post is not me 'having a go at you' or anything like that, I'm actually trying to help because if you continue to act in that manner you will end up in trouble - either with the law or with someone else who'll quite simply thump you for being insulting towards their mother, grandmother, daughter, sister.....etc.